Sometimes it is so hard to show your art to the world. Or even to your friends or family. You don't want to disappoint them most mostly you don't want to disappoint yourself with a piece that exhibits no liking to the public. None of my friends understand or support my art but my family does and i do and that really is all that matters.  Sometimes i fell i'm just sending these little pieces of my soul out into the world and if it doesn't receive any recognition or praise, it's as if a bit of my soul and sent out dies and withers away and i have to learn how to do without that part of me. i know i shouldn't care what people think but sometimes it hits you harder when you already feel so vulnerable. i know these feelings are just magnified due to the lateness of the hour so i will not try to dwell too much longer on them until tomorrow. For now i leave with the sentiment that i will try and fight this feeling. i shall never give up my passion and i will succeed in what i love doing, i just hate it has to be so painful sometimes..  

Well Goodnight Void and Whoever is Listening
Thank you